11 weeks, 2 days

May 19th letter from my friend, Danielle on Facebook. I had to keep reading the italicized paragraph to get me through a lot of things during that time.

"shut the f*ckkkkk up! congratttts! wait why the hell is he talking to that ugly girl still if your preggo?? im not friends with her- dont reallt know her but i remember seeing her in HS! wait i seen danny the other night and it did seem like something was on his mind. Ahhh congrats! so excited for u! i wont tell anyone i promise! thats ur news to tell everyone! 3 mos so you should be over the whole morning sickness thing right? wow my spelling/ punctuation is always way off when im excited!!!!! haha good luck tomorrow! im not sure what im doing this weekend, saturday i have a bachelorette party ( my older brother is getting married next week) soo ill prolly be busy with all that.. i was supposed to go with britt to OCMD but i had to cancel due to being preggo haah"

honestly i don't know much i never go out anymore, but the other night jarid had a party & she was there playing beer pong with danny and i didnt ask any1 if they were talking or anything but i could tell they were flirting?? but i had some shit goin on that night so i wasnt paying attention too much i was just kinda thinking in my head- who the fuck is this girl ya know. but pats parents are away so me and donald stopped by there so he could play spades or whatever and danny was literally there for 5 mins n then he took off.. not really saying goodbye or anything he just peaced out and while he was there he was just reeallly quiet, texting on his phone. not the normal happpy outgoing danny ya know??

all i can tell you is- you have 9 years and a baby on the way, this girl doesnt stand a chance. i know at the moment it seems like the world is prolly crashing around you- because i have been there and i know how stressful it can be and ur right that kind of stress is No gooood for a baby or the baby mama lol from the outside looking in, uu have nothing to worry about, but im sure if i were u thats all id be worrying about too. sooo RELAXXXX and think about how many other girls/ guys that have came & went in the past 9 years- they never stood a chance. and neither does she xox

but for real no smoking/drinking/tanning basically doing NONE of the things in life that bring me joy, suckssssssss- but atleast we are both young and blah blah haha right now i just want a cigg lol but when this is all done with, we will both have a lil baby to bring a smile to our face, at the slightest move.